It Me, Myself & I

2009-07-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

wassssssupppppp...

it been awhile..

anyway, just a short update..
i'm flying off to sarawak with my bie and mummie tommorow..
i'm super exciting.
i don't know hw my bie feel bt i can't wait for tommorow..
He is going to buy me a samsung OMNIA 2 phone...
super damn exciting can...

i'm gonna feed myself with a lot alot of food..
satisfied the food urge in me..
till then...

Sayang semua...XOXO..

2009-07-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hey Peoplesssss.....
I am so damn lazy to update my blog..
It really been awhile right..
Anyway,
Nothing much happend lately...
Work life is the same..
My bie is busy with his job and his so called never end de school project.

and last bt not least..
i am damn lazy to upload my wedding picture..
bt if thisis workg..
try to click to this link and scroll all the way down and you can see those pictures that we had that day aite..
http://antique-photograph.blogspot.com

2009-07-02T11:02:00.000-07:00

This picture look ugly
bt this pic is i guess the coolest one
hahaha..
ahlian n ahbeng wedding
anyway..
it just past 13 days after our big day..
bt i still want to say this to you bie..

you n me
020209-020709

5 mths
Thank you for loving me..

2009-06-24T22:07:00.000-07:00

The pictures tell all right??

anyway, after 6 days..i still can't believe that i'm married to the man that i barely knw everythng abt him..
i'm married to a man that i fall in love only for 4 mths..
after all have said and done..
"i do i do"..
and nw i'm his wife..
on the day itself, he askd me whether i am nervous or nt..
at first i really feel nothg..
till we go up to the stage my heart beats faster and i can't really breath..
worst thing..i don't put up my spectacles that day..
i can't see clearly..
i can only see him in front of me..
i'm lucky that i got nothg to read or else.."MALU SIA" hahaha...
bt there 1 part i can't see his ring when it come to my turn to put up the ring for me..WTH...
Lucky thing turn up smoothly..
Never expect for his relative to turn up that particular day..
Went back to ROM for picture takg session..
HOT WEATHER + THICK UNCOMFORTBLE GOWN = *scream out loud*

Went home after returng the gown..
even the bridal house staff was shocked to see me after nt even 2 hr..
cannot tahan sia...

Went to Clarke Quay in the eveng..
had dinner with Ben&Jen, JJ and Mummy...
walkg the whole round of CQ is kinna killg so we went home after that..
Tired bt overall..
"once in a life time"

Workg later at 4.. home alone tdy..
try to catch up with the HDB application and my PR application..

that all readers...

2009-06-20T09:15:00.000-07:00

First and foremost...

Let me thank to those people who had attend the ceremony and for making the ceremony such a beautiful day for the both of us..
Ben&Jen, Jia Jun, Ken, Loius, Hin Ann, Wei Chun, Jun Hao and the best help from Doreen..Our photographer of the day..
I still remember her saying "once in a lifetime"..

This is what i've been talkg abt..
At last all the busy, exhausted and nervous gone..
Bt yes, i still thinkg that i'm smilg in my sleep.
Can't imagine this..I'm Married...

I still can't download the pictures.
Coz i haven't get the copy from Doreen..
It's been a hell day for her i guess..
Bt she is really doing her job..
p/s: i can't wait to get the copy d..

Gift frm my god mum..

a couple mug frm hello kitty..
hahaha..although i don't like hello kitty bt when it come too this gift i got no choice..

2009-06-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

So this is what we've been doing this whole morning..
Personal facial at home..
I pluck his eyebrow..
we both pore pack our nose..
and mask..
after this going out..

tml is my big day..
OUR big day..
everything has settle..
left tommorro..
i'm speechlesss..
Excited like hell...
how i wish my parents is here with me..
*sad*

Bt i can't be sad for tommorrow events..
Once in my lifetime..

So this is what i supposed to update..
bt been busy with life..
went to join my bie class bbq on monday at pasir ris park..
the journey ady been tiring,
and when we reach pasir ris, still need to buy this and that..
Poor louis..
Bt in the end it a nite to remember though.
Meet sir Daryl and my bie fella cliques,
jennifer and andre girlf is around too..
Ben bday also celebrate on that day..
went home at 1130..
sleep all the way in the train..
LOVELY OUTTING..

bad picture quality coz my bie phone camera sucks a million...

2009-06-03T07:58:00.000-07:00

I purposely took mc tdy coz my bie nt workg in the evening..
Surprisingly get 2 days somemore..
steady bom pee pee \m/

And tml..
ring collecting day..
can't wait..

This picture i took it 2 to 3 years ago..
How i wish i has that hair now..
so that when i put on my wedding gown..
it nicer *cries*
well..
what to do..
now this hair also can lar..
most important..the person that going to be my hairstylist is my bie..OMG..
hopefully he don't make me last minute botak..
hahahahaha..

Last bt not least...

020209-020609
4 mth loving you..
nothing much change..
and we are getting married..
with all the wonderful blessing..
i love you..

2009-06-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

i'm back blogging..

it the 1st june 2009..

i've have 18 days to go..

counting days..

(my bie say many people congratulates him, got a lot of people read my blog, i told him we got nothg to hide espescially this precious moment that both me and him wait this long)
(oh ya, he told me that he is popular lehx...wth..like real..hahahaha)

2009-05-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

First of all let me thanks to those who had wish me..Miszah and Jenn..

Okays..so we went to ROM tdy, bt actually to set the date we actually went to this private restaurant that give wedding service..

190609.
I'm gettg married on that day..
I'm going to be a wife..
To Mr Tan Tiong Meng..
OMFG...
WHAT???
The feeling is overwhelming...

Went to IMM to survey ring..
and i like to see this ring,
it nice..it bling bling..
Had dinner with mummy at Ichiban just nw..
the food is awesome though i only eat slice fish..

Reach home around 1015pm..
Such a tiring day tdy..
going to sleep soon.
tml work 230pm...Sians..

Random entry..(his mother pass it to me when we reach home)
Those picture below belong to my bie lehx..
He was so chubby when he was a baby..
so super duper cute lor..LOL..

right hand side Tan Tiong Meng

big brother (my bie) bullyg small bro

2009-05-26T07:43:00.000-07:00

HELO.....

Like always, it's ady 20 days after my last p0st..

my lappy is safe in the cupboard coz i am so lazy to switch it on and i am really lazy to update thing abt my life journey..

Start work at reception this week and it going to be continuously bt hopefully it is nt permanently..
Coz i still love being under F&B..

Oh ya, went to the graduation day at Singapore Polytechnic tdy. My duty is to distribute goodie bag to those graduates..Big events, big crowds, big spreads of foods...bt my membership marketg close 0 ( zero) sale..

Being in then hall and saw all those happy faces after collectg their cert make me thing that how regret i am for nt finishg my study last time..Bodohnya aku....

I want to share a good news..

THursday, i'm going to ROM..
set a date for my marriage.
I'M GETTING MARRIED...
Super damn happy..

Good news rite? rite? rite?

2009-05-06T01:17:00.000-07:00

020209 - 020509
3mths

Although it already pass a few day..
let me tell you something..
You have cherish my life in many way..
Hope we stay stronger each passing day..

Back blogging..
Nothg much happen in life nowadays
Life is perfect...
I got my lovely love life with my bie,
lovely parents,
lovely friends,
love my job too.

To,
Hamizah..
Diyanah..
Aisyah..
I miss spendg time with you all again..

I wantd to go to underwaterworld..
I wantd to eat Tbone steak..
I wantd to buy GUESS bag for my mummy..
I need to SHop..

off day yesterday and another off day tommorro..
wth am i suppose to do?
Lucky i got you bie..

2009-04-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

I can't update my pictures..
I don't know why..
So i decided nt to update tnite, bt will update it soon..

Life nowadays is work, work and work..
Tiring..YES..Damn tired..
and the weather is KILLING..Super duper HOT..
Workg in the environment without aircond make the workg situation worst..
I thinks most of us agreed that the weather really KILLING, right3?

I got 2 days off again for next week schedule..
And i already plan to go to Sentosa bt i was thinkg wether it is a good idea to decide..Bt i really want to go the beach..
Die-ing to go...

Tommorrow workg in the same weather again and i'm gonna be saltd fish soon..WTH..

That all..Nights...

2009-04-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

2 days off day doesn't seem fun..

It making me much more lazier..

My bie went to school in the morning

left me alone at home...

Well,

went to vivocity yesterday..

Planng for a walk, bt end up watchg movie..

17 again..

story line was okay..fun..

i got this question after watchg the movie..

WHAT WILL I DO IF I GET A CHANCE TO BE 17 AGAIN???

still lazy on the bed nw..

bt need to get ready.

going out to have somtum at golden mile again..

ALOY!!!!

upload pic tonite..PROMISE (=

2009-04-16T22:06:00.000-07:00

I think i will give away my jeans *cries*
i really can't fit it in anymore *shoutg out lot*
AKU GEMUK!!!!

2009-04-16T09:29:00.000-07:00

I thought it cool for me to gain some weight...
Especially by nw i got my bie who always take care of my meal..
bt it is just nt right when i gain weight and it only my pair of legs gettg bigger..
It grow big day by day..
I can't wear my favorite jeans anymore..
I don't feel like puttg in bikinis..

I hate my legs..
I need to admit that i'm FAT!!!

2009-04-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

back blogging...
off day tdy, my bie didnt have school too.
we plan to watch movie end up we watch nothg..
Pland to have a day at the beach bt cancelld coz it raing..WTH..
slackd at my bie house till afternoon, took bus to Jln Besar..
Had my favourite food..yummy 'ter kha" claypot rice and mutton soup..Super yummy lor..and my bie said i didnt share anything with him..
I realize that i eat a lot too..Hahaha..
WEll, i actually love the last dish..Ice Kacang..it only a dollar..sedap giler sey...
Walk to bugis street bt not in the mood for movie and not in the mood for shoppg..will shop next time..

Tml another slackd day for me..work at 10-6pm.
My bie got no school too..
He is going to cook, and i'm joinng him for dinne..

cheap and nice ice kacang..

That all peeps..

sleepy liaos..

2009-04-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

I'm still here at my workg place..
everybody ady left..
bt i don't feel like going home..
Still waitg for my bie to finish work..
Supposed to update my stock inventory bt feelg DAMN lazy and DAMN tired...
work shaggd..
yest start at 6-10 then tdy 2-10..
the schedule is DAMN LECEH...

My bie has been busy workg...
Don't think he got time for me this week..
WORK..WORK..WORK..
and when he off i got to work..
so SIANS can?????
Next week got school somemore...

benci sey...
inilah manusia..
tak pernah puas hati..

better stop..
talkg crap liaos...
adios...

2009-04-03T19:24:00.000-07:00

020209 - 020409

remarks

this love story..

And nw you are my bl00dy Kuku bie...

2009-04-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

It pictures time..

Meet my girls and abg boge for dinner ytd..

went to Pastamania..

Aisyah n abg boge left early and left the "sk angel"

It a wonderful time that we spent..

Nice and fun outtg bt in the end...

I got bad tummy upset..

Went to see doctor and i got a jab...

Pain like shit..WTH

So we decided to watch confession of a SHOPAHLIC, since only me, Miszah and Diy that is going for the movie..Btw, 3 of us like shopping so much, So maybe we can get some moral value after watchg it..like real

Below: Picture takg session with Mr Pimp..Abg boge..

Sorie abg boge, you are nt ladies..

Nurdiyanah (diy)

Abg boge ( munir)

Aisyah

My so calld assistant..Hamizah

To all of you,

terima kasih banyak banyak ehk...

This moment gonna continue this way,

we will always be good friend forever..

To my special assistant who arrange this meetg eventhough it a bit messy, thank you for makg this outg giler okayss..

L0Ve Y'All To tHe MaX!!!

2009-03-30T21:36:00.000-07:00

....OFF DAY....(supposed to be tuesday)

So i'm meetg my ex-staff later for dinner and movie..
It been awhile and we are so damn excited...
It going to be a fun day for us tdy...
Will be back to update my post with lots of picturesssss...
Left my bie alone at home tdy..
He refuse to follow coz he don't want to interupt our girls outtg...
So Thank you for that bie..

Last bt nt least..This is for you bie..

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Bie, I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Bie, I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

2009-03-28T04:29:00.000-07:00

AND 1 MORE THING...

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS OUTTING ON TUESDAY BABE!!!!!

WE GONNA CATCH UP A LOT OF THING AITE....

mISZAH, dIY AND aBG bOGE....

2009-03-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

Helo3
It update time..

Our life is like always....Fun & Lovely..
Both of us busy workg too..
Went to borrowd book..I'm almost done with my first book bt my bie only read when he is nt tired so he is going to spend a lot of time to read book..

I'm at my bie house nw..Going out for dinner with his mother later..He is nt joing coz my bie is workg *cries*..I miss him so so much..

Well, this is what our banquet team up to yesterday..My last mth in banquet team and my manager did a farewell party for me..Karaoke session at toa payoh safra club till 2am..Well, i guess our room is the happeng one, we had english song, chinese, malay, tagalog, and iban song..multirational outtg..And had supper at 3am..Had laksa, satey, grilld chicken wing and beer..Wlao..Tell you what, i don't even know which thing to start first..

Went to my bie house to stay overnight, and i made him wait for me at 4am at his house downstair..It make me feel bad for makg him awake just to wait for me..First thing first..He gave me baobao..i'm nt gonna do it again..i knw hw much he worried abt me..LOVE YOU MANY MANY...

After everythg, all the fun and joy Me, bos, kristin & husband, Shasa & husband, Zul and Sudash cabbd home...BUT...All of them start work late tdy, and i came at 730am..I barely had my rest..WTH!! Bt it still a fun outtg i can say..Love them...

Kristin, Me & Shasa

Ryan, Sudash & Zul

My bos..

Shasha step 1 Sarawak idol..

That all for nw..GTG..will be blogging again soon..

2009-03-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

.....CHANGI BEACH TRIP.....

Went for fishg bt there is no fish..haha..So it actually a full slackd day with my bie..
first time went to changi beach.
first time build a tent..
first time holdg fish rod..
WTH..hahas

Let see some pic....

Well,

I watchd plane take off and landg..big ship, yatch and many more..Eventhough we didnt manage to catch any fish bt this is the best time ever..
It my off day ytd and tdy..So it is like stay at home activity tdy after the ytd..And not forgotten, eat eat eat eat eat and eat....Still waitg for my bie to cook dessert and i'm gonna eat again..

That all for nw..will be blogging again soon..

CHEERS!!!

2009-03-19T09:39:00.000-07:00

1253am

If there is recipe for love,
i wantd to be the one to prepare the best love dishes,

maybe the recipe goes like this>>>

a whole lot of:
trust,
honesty,
sweetness,
respect,
understandg,
faithful,
sharing..

&

a lil' bit of:
jealousy,
argument,

Maybe i miss out somethg bt one thing for sure this recipe of love will never bring anyone in this world any harm..It will bring happYness instead..

I just finish talkg to my bie..He might be sleepg by nw..like always, i start to miss him nw..Had a little of so calld communication break down just nw with him..Bt we are okay nw..Both of us make a promise to each other so BIE, remember what you promise me okayssss....

And nw is my turn to go to sleep..Tml work 12 so i got plenty of time to sleep..*yawn*

Nitenite!!!

2009-03-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

I'm back blogging..
I was in my bie house while i was postg this out..
Woke up as early as 5am..Like always, bie give me a morng call..Thank you, thank you..
Start work at 730 tdy, and again slackd day to work..Had Banquet meetg tdy bt it really got nothg to do with me so i decided to do some drawg..In the end, i manage to draw my bie name..Satisfaction..Hahaha..End at 6 and went straight to my bie house..

And tdy since i don't have thing to do, i browse my phone gallery and all the picture below make me cry..

I miss those moment spendg with them..Mcdonald after work, missg them companyg me for smokg..Slack slack slack..Crap crap crap..joy and laughter never end..We did nt lost contact bt they all and me myself being busy with our own life..

WOI KORANG!!BILE NAK OUTTING LAGI..AKU RINDU KORANG.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...WAKAKAKA...
Diyanah bte Zulpakar

Hamizah bte Razali

Mohammad Munir bin Mohd Daud...

&
Catarina anak Jossem

2009-03-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

hey eyes....

I'm waitg for my laundry to be done so i decided to blog..and i knw my bie gonna naggd at me for updating my blog again..Never mind..Let him naggd..hahas..

I woke up at 8am tdy even after my bie morning call..He brought me fried rice that he cookd and sandwich.And send me to work..Raing morning and hot afternoon..WTH..The weather is makg the whole world crazy..

Work was super slackd tdy, went to the office and disturb Shasa while she is workg..actually she nt workg, she is tryg to take a nap with alot alot of soft toy with her..IRITtATING...I manage to get a 15 min nap in 1 of the function room..What a life...Lazy lazy lazy..
Had coffee after nap, my bos lend me his coffee cup that is big and cute..Then continue settg function room with Zul.

you see!!! she got alot of soft toy on her desk lehx..

this is the coffee cup that i mention..Coffee time..

S for slacker

As for this pic with baby,..That my good friend Suzie daughter..She came for lunch with his husband at the restaurant tdy and i can't concerntrate workg coz her baby is so damn cute..Her name is Dani..The first 2 pic is the 1 that i took when she is just a few month old, and now look at her...

5 min picture takg session..

That Dani..cutie cutie

Bie,
As time goes by we will follow the days flow..
I've told you that i love you,
Believe in me and trust me,
I'll never turn my back to you,
and let you stray around alone,
with all the trouble and worried in your mind,
I've forgotten to tell you that i am a good listener,
I am..
Sensitive in many ways..
I bruise easily...
So be gentle when you handle me,
Be GenTLE..

Well, that all for tdy..
shall blog again some other time..
GoooooodNiteeeeee mankinds..
\m/

2009-03-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

Here we go..another day with another life story..

Just finish showerg..feelg super fresh..As per normal, i've startd to miss my super sweet love..My bie is takg his shower when i post this out..
We had dinner at his place with his mummy just nw. And i eat my favourite food again..Curry fish head..SUPERB..
Been stayg over my bie place this few days and now i'm alone and the feelg sucks..
Work today is sucks too..
250pax linger around the club house drive the banquet team crazy..
Never follow the rules..wth
And the thing that make my work day sucks today is i burn my hand..It pain till now and the scald scar is fugly..And now i didn't apply the cream that the doctor give coz i forget to bring home..How great is that..i got STm..WTH WTH..
Great nw my bie nagged me to go to bed coz tml i need to wake up early..
So nw time for me to go..
Go to bed alone..
No baobao and no wake up call..
I hate this feeling being alone..
Nobody like to be alone..

havg smoke break at rooftop..

with Zul and Sudesh

ugly hand i have..the scar is big and it is ugly..

2009-03-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

post kedua

My bie said this pic expired than post out..WTH..He snap with his phone n never post out
thennnnnnnn...hahas..

2009-03-15T00:30:00.000-07:00

Raing Sunday

SuCKSSSSS!!!!!

My bie woke me up as early as 5am and end up i reach workplace at 645am..Thank for the morning call bie..LOL...
Should end work by nw bt i need to wait for just 1 function to finish than i can go home..WTH...

So, i really got nothg to do..
I'm super duper bored..

I'm miss my bie..
Next week schd is irritatg. I need to wait for sunday then i can take my off day..WLAO!! must wait very long lehx..
Are you going to company me on sunday love?

that all for nw..
my grandmother said raing and lightg better switch all the electrical appliance..
Nenek2...aper je..Merepek..wakaka

gtg

2009-03-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

Here i am updating my life journey..

End work at 6 tdy. Nothg much done just that need to standby 2 function room for this comg Mon. We have 250 person comg over the clubhouse during lunch..Lucky there is only 1 function with that number of people..

Busd down to my bie house to have dinner. He cookd chicken rice bt i don't really enjoy the food coz both side of my gum is killg me. It still nice though, especially the chicken that he cookd is super fat and is super yummy..Feel like havg chicken rice at the hawker centre, coz my bie cookd soup, veg, and rice..My bie really want to make me go fat =)

Oh ya, we went to PS to watch movie yesterday with Ben&Jen..It "coming soon" thai horror movie. The movie really scared the hell out of me..I doubt that Jen is nt enjoyg the movie coz she been coverg her face throughout the movie (same as me) there is a lot of screamg..SCARRRRRY!!!!

Bie, i don't want to go and watch horror movie again please =(

Feelg tired lately..My mummy still under doctor observation. She still need to go for another ops on April. Well, i really don't know what to say coz doctor knew it better than me.

That all for nw...Going home soon..Will update again soon..

2009-03-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

Helllo...
I'm back..It update time..

I just came back, nw at Mcd havg coffee with my bie..He fetch me and we had dinner at golden mile..Food like always, spicy bt marvellous..

It been 8,9,10 03 2009..I'm nt with my bie, nt workg and now missg my mummy..Bus journey is tiring..Lucky tml start work at 11 tml..

Here somethg that i want to share with you all during the journey..KL is huge bt traffic is terrible..Traffic jam is everywhere..I don't think that i'm going to have another trip to KL again coz it sucks unless my bie is with me..Fantastic..

So i ady have my baobaos frm my bie..Gosh, i've been missg him for those day that i'm there with my mum and sis..so let see some pic..

Got to go nw..Sleepy head and want to share more story with my bie..

Adios..eyesss

Sunway pyramid.

Daneera

Danesh

Big chocolate bar..bt it fake =)

far distance snap..I can't believe that i didn't be there ( KLCC )

2nd day..090309. We went to KL bird park. Mummy appointment didnt arrange properly by the hospital. It irritating bt at least i can spent more time with her..

Beautiful creature in the park..

my uncle, my overbig sis, mummy n me..

this parrot name akira..

2009-03-07T05:51:00.000-08:00

I'm freakg sad...

3 days without meetg my bie lehx..

I'm freakg scared..

Watchg my mummy undergo heart operation..

I'm freakg SIANSZZZ...

To think that i need to wake up early tml..

Well, it nothg much actually..I hAven't pack my thing for tml trip to KL. Still here in my bie house..Spendg my time with him at his house after i finish work till nw..

Going home soon..

CaT, be sTRong!!!

2009-03-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

Today sucksss!!!

I'm nt workg..I don't feel like going to work..I'm being lazy..MALAS GILER!!!! Stay at home and spendg time with my bie is better than going to work..Coz i start to hate workg with the people there..Not a good sign actually..

2nd day of "bendera merah" it killing me..Tummy cramp..Meetg my bie and we go to clinic to get "minta cuti" letter..Had herbal tea that bie mother cookd, and then went for dinner..We are enjoyg eatg tgt..Had horfun and fried tang hoon..Yummy..

This few days spendg a lot of time with my bie..I'm nt going to meet him for next 3 days..I'm gonna miss him badly..*baobao*

KL..Here i come..
I'm gonna leave on sun and be back on wed..
My first time to KL..Alone..WTH!!
Takutnyer!!!

Well that all for nw..
going back soon..

SAya SaYang KAmU..SeAn TaN TioNG MenG...

2009-03-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

I just want to add somethg..
Meet my bie for dinner at Fajar..He gave me a fat square piggy and a purple stitch..So damn cute lehxx..

He suppose to be studyg bt he is busy watchg movie..Well, maybe he will study at home later ALONE..hahas..

Thanks for the 2 creatures bie..Love ya..

Big pink fatty piggy..Cutie cutie..

2009-03-04T03:11:00.000-08:00

Olaaa..I'm backkkkkk =)

It like awhile that i never post out thing..Bt no larrr.. hahas..I got nothg much to blog also..
Still at workplace while i post this thing out..Had bfst with my bie this morning, and nw meetg him for dinner..Finishg work very soon..My bie went for jogging and i need to wait for him..Anyway, i LoVE my BiE..

Monday,
I went to Tiong Bahru with my bie and his mother to have dinner tgt..It his mother birthday and at the same time we markd our 1 mth anniversary..

I didn't realize the time pass by coz being with you, i always wish that time will stop..

This is my workplace pic taken at night..It a nice place to hang out..How i wish i have a house that big..*imagine*

Pic on 020209 (xcersice after heavy meal)

(like real)

That me..and that all for nw..gtg and change...Meetg my BiE soon...lalalalalala...

2009-03-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

You & Me

020209 -020309

I love you Bie..

1 month and there will be more to come..

2009-02-28T09:15:00.000-08:00

It 1:20am and i'm still awake..Eatg soup that auntie cookd for me make me super fulll...
OMG..My bie gonna nag at me..Bt i can't sleep..
After the long week, i'm rest tml n mon too..Bored actually, my bie work half day on sun n school on mon..+ - it only 1 day spent with him =(
Next week takg leave n acc mummy in KL for her heart operation..Mummy gonna be just fine..This matter make me think alot this few day..I'm thinkg of alot of bad thing even i try to make myself nt to think abt it bt i can't..I'm just scared..She don't want me to cry when i meet her..Bt why should i lough over a matter of life and dead..Abah, abg kel n is don't really bother abt it..Just me and Grace keepg in touch just to make mummy feel better..She keep on askg me to stop callg her everyday..Bt she don't knw hw much she mean to me..Hw much i want her to be healthy as other people esp after the op..God, gve me strength to face it..I LOVE MY MUMMY..And of course i love you bie..

are you going to miss me?
are you going to think of me?
will you feel bored when you knw that i'm far frm you?
do you feel like leavg spore and be with me?
will you comfort me if i'm cryg?
will you call me just to say that you miss me?

Just want you to knw that i'll have the same answer that you have..
anyway, don't forget to study..

Bie,
I knw you always worried abt me..
your care and concern do touch my heart'
please knw that i don't mean to make you over worried,
I knw you hate my long workg hr,
bt trust me,
when it come to you,
Nothg else matter..

2009-02-26T07:27:00.000-08:00

I'm back blogging...

Just reach home..Have supper with my bie..Manage to sit for a while and comp my bie to study coz he got exam tml..I was struggling to understand all the french word that they use to study..OMFG, it is nt easy to be a chef..I thought when you want to be a chef you just need to cook nice food bt it is nt as easy as i think..Even my bie eyes turn red to read n struggling to remember all the meang..Bt i learn somethg new..Hw to make salad, and FYI, there is a definitions for fruits..Anyway, i wish my bie and his clique all the best for the exam..

Tdy work was slackd..Nothg much also..BUT..
I've made a big mistake and i've learn somethg abt it..
"You should askd before you act, coz the effect and consequences will nt be greater once it happen"
chim lo..
WTH..
I MAKE A MUSLIM EAT PORK LEHX..
Can you see how huge my mistake is?
Actually nt my mistake lorr..
bt i served him the food..So i carried some of the sin..OMG..Stories goes like this..
They are havg set lunch and they ady decide what to eat and we orderd for them at our restaurant kitchen..The thing is that banquet and restaurant have different menu..So the chef forgotten the banquet "no pork no lard" menu and cook accordg to their menu...In the end, we served pork..Too bad it happend, it really can't be help bt it did make me cry..Coz i'm feelg guilty..I should have askd him before i servd coz he look like a malay and his skin is dark bt he got chinese eyes..that why i served him the soup..He only realise that he eat PORK when a friend show the rest the PORK RIBS in their soup..
"my dear why you served me pork?" this is the thing that make me cried just nw..I really didn't mean it..Bt thing settled by my manager..I "cabut lari" hahas..

Moral of the story " don't go to the restaurant that have this no pork no lard sign if you are a muslim" get it?
Anyway, pastamania ady have their halal cert..(thanks for the info diy)

I think that all for tdy..Tml work at 730am..
Adios amigos..

Bie, i miss you..
Don't go..Stay close to me..
I hate to say goodbye..

2009-02-25T03:17:00.000-08:00

WOW...It getting NASTIER here..

Bt before that, let me apologize to this person..Sherie..
I'm sorry for hanging up on your call earlier on..
If what you've said is true so i really got nothg to say bt if you were to listen to one side of the story it is not fair to me..I've been sharg a lot of story with you when i were with her..Even you yourself agreed bt you choose nt to interfere..And i thank you for that..And i wish you will do the same nw coz this matter had been drag till this far and i don't wish to stop..Let it be hatred in you for me..I don't really mind coz it doesn't matter any more...

And for you,
I ady told you nt to make thing worst bt you choose to further the matter up to this stage..I admit that i 2 timing you, bt duh..you did the same too..and as for the tattoo thing, i admit that i did it after i ditchd you..It because i want you to knw that i'm nt ready to let you go..bt after knowg all your doing i found that you disgust me..understand that? YOU DISGUST ME... When you said that she is nt the 3rd party than what i can say is WHATEVER LIAR..
If you don't wish to comment any further then just stop..

Last bt nt least..
it for her..
I know you choose to be with her..I'm nt gonna stop any of your doing..If you were me you will knw why i did this..If you can accept her with all your heart just follow what your heart want to..No hard feeling here..

1 more thing..
Bie, i love you..

2009-02-24T08:22:00.000-08:00

I'm back blogging..
and now is normal version..English..

i'm gonna tell you all why after all this while i'm hatg her..(the shim)
Read it...
Frm the first day that i told you that i've been admirg you frm the first time that i saw you,
when you told me that age dont matter,
when you left me for your ex,
and the time that i get to knw abt your blog,
and you cry over the phone begging me to stay when i told you that i can't go on
and all the lies that you have been givg me
call me baby, tell them i'm your gf
bt the fact that you don't even want to state steady
missg your ex, while at the same time you told me that i'm the reason you've wantd to be a bung
meetg new girl at workplace,
going out with her bt you told me that it outtg w/o gf..
and you are very damn good in tellg lies..
i'm giving in a lot of time..
eventhough is like nt even half a year bt i left a mark in me..
scar in my hand..tattooed in my belly..
hw can i forgive you for giving me so much pain?
after i decide to leave you, and you agreed..(ya, i dumpd her)
It actually you ady being tgt with a new girl..
hw can you make yourself such a f #@*%!^R?
i wonder what did you told your current gf before you get tgt with her..
i was at home alone and you can go n meet new girl?
told me that you going to celebrate cny n vday alone. .
bt the fact is you ady plan a wonderful one with her
told me there will be no third party and what so ever...
the fact is she is the third one.
I'm nt going to blame her for this..
in fact i feel sorry for her..
she can speak out that everyone change and start a new leaf of life..
bt the past that you have pt me through is too much..
trust me when i said,
another step that you will do to make the situation worst,
you are going to be extremely shockd..so don't ever act as one of innocent soul..
yes i admit that you are young,
and she is tryg to be mature..
bt hw long she can stand all this mess?
people are laughg the ass out of your own gf..
don't you think being with you is a sufferg to her?
she has a boyfriend when she knw you..
you make her lose control..
she leave her normal lovely life because of you..
she is doing the same mistake that i've done..JUSt BECAuSe Of YOU!!!
Please stop all your candy tongue..
Spoutg nonsense..the truth of you love someone is = to hurtg them..
look at TWN, and the Quickbite and this SK..
what did you give them? LOve? no it is HUrtt..

big LOLS!!!
Yes i admit that i hate him before coz i feel unsecure..Scared that he'll get to snatchd you away frm me..
bt it nt the same anymore..
he is mine nw and we are happy tgt..
fyi..every story shared between us will never leave your name behind..
both of us hate you..bt he got no choice coz he is the same school with you..the most he will do is nt talkg to you..bt i knw and he knw better that talkg to you is useless..
BUT...when you told your friend, that happend to be our friend before that i'm a bad girl.
that chg my LB life because of him..
Well, i'm bad bt you worst..
When you tell my friend that my bf is nt handsome, that is when i cant stand it anymore..
who are you to say that my bf is nt handsome..
even if he is nt, it is me to decide...i love him with what he is nw..
and love doesn't look at the way they are bt...just dont judge the book by it cover okaysss..
at least you should knw that this "nt handsome guy" have spend $3000 of his money for you,,
HEY, let me tell you somethg..
me n my bie have a lot of thing in common..
we are leadg a happy life,
if you are thinkg that you are sorie with what you have said and done,
too bad and it too late to turn back..
just watch your step..

I'm super satisfied
i'm happy after post it out...
i'm nt going to bother abt what ppl said after this post..
coz i knw that i'm tellg the truth,
and i want you to back off frm our path..

that all for nw i guess..
hope you all get the pictures of why me n my bie hate this person so much..
gdnite mankind...

2009-02-23T07:05:00.000-08:00

Wantd to do somethg different tdy..my 2nd post of the day is a new topic..

Malay version..

Story mcm gini..
Adalah sorg pompuan/lelaki??? ni yg step cool tp aku rasa dia memang tak cukup umur uh..aku pun tak tau asal aku benci giler ngan die,,Aku tau uh yg aku penah syg die dulu tp tu dulu lgpun 2 bulan je,.cheh..
Kalau nak ikutkan aku bole settle ni kes tp eh die bole pg bilang kwn2 aku yg matair aku tak handssome..die memang ada problem uh.Die dah makan kenyang2 duit matair aku n then sakitkan hati matair aku and then boleh *tuuuut* ngan matair aku and then bilang gini..CB kan?
Perangai mcm sial abe bole step nothg n buat org bingit ngan die,,kau nak bingit ape yg matair aku tag kau tapi aku rasa kau tak patut tag back..Kau tak nak amek gambar ngan matair kau pasal mak kau selalu check hp kau..and then kau boleh bebual pasal love that being shared tgt??? aku bace pun nak muntah siol..skrg tgh best2 in love bole uh bebual gini, tp kite wait n see..Rabak uh perangai org mcm gini..aku rasa mcm nak kasi thai slapp je..
Pegi mampos uh dgn kau nyer love story..Sume perempuan yg kau suke, jd baby kau, girlfriend kau..Sial uh..Diam uh..
Aku ngan matair aku suke amek gambar and post out so org bole tau yg both of us is in love tp kalau kau nak bilang pasal no need to post out, what abt gambar kau ngan ex kau? Or kau sengaje tak nak post out pasal matair kau tak jambu?wakakaka..memang tak jambu pun..
Sekadar pg arcade n then dapat anak patung,eeeeeewwwwww, adik2..hahahas..
Actually kalau kau tak bebual pasal aku nyer matair ngan kawan2 aku pat keje aku, aku tak kisah uh tp kau dah baik2 dah ada matair abe kau nak bebual pasal org..kelaka pe?
Aku pun skrg thg kesiankan matair kau..kalau satu hari die dpt tau perangai kau yg buruk tu..huh..mampos lah kau..
AKU BINGIT UH NGAN ORG MCM GINI..BINGIT GILER.....
anyway, aku tak nak post pjg sgt uh malay version..susah nak translate..lgpun mcm gini kurang malu ORG ni..*kalau die tau malu*..

So for this adik..
take care eh..
tak yah nak bebual pasal org nyer matair..
kalau org dah bingit..

u'll never like what i will do to you just to make you suffer..
take my words..

2009-02-23T00:43:00.000-08:00

Olaa..

I'm blogging frm my bie house nw..Spendg my two off day with him was fantastic..Never had enough time being with him..

Yesterday outtg was fun..Went to Long Beach Portsdown to celebrate my bie clique, Wei chun birthday..After that went to Arab Street for sheesha..

It was freakg fun going out with them and shockd to find that nt only girl like to camwhore bt guys too..

They being emo, jumpg, flyg and many more that make me laugh out loud..Jennifer didnt join us ytd coz she gt exam the next day..So left me alone with all the crazy people..

It was really fun..

Let see some pic frm out camwhorg sessions..

Lovely snap..Sweet couple..

my bie got big arm..

Playg card during sheesha

My Bie

Ben & Wei Chun

Wei Chun

Ken

Emo freaksss

Sou tao

Birthday Boy - Wei Chun (centre)

2009-02-21T15:02:00.000-08:00

IT SUNDAY!!

The rest was yest post..Any one can let me know hw to adjust the date and the time?
Thanks..

A~and

N~now
G~get
E~even
L~Lovely

Suddenly these words pop up in my mind..
Raing Sunday..It sucks..I'm going for and outtg and it raing..WTH.*Sigh*..It kind of scary now coz i'm alone at home and it stormg heavy rain..I'm freakg scared..
Lucky that i've done my laundry and room service..It really doesnt look like a room just nw..I've been lazy lately..Tired actually..Bt nw it is clean&clear..Good job cat..
Begging my manager nw..I really don't feel like workg..They don't need me actually.So many staff ady..I want to sleep while waitg for my bie to finish work at 4pm..
I got story to share with my bie later..
Thought of post it out bt i think better not..
That all for tdy..blog again tml or someother day..
My eyes closg.*tututututut*
Next station Lalaland...

2009-02-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

I'm back blogging.

Chef me

Zul being bapok..

Food feast..yummy..

It been awhile ya..Hahas..It been a hell day for me ths few day, works like 12 t 16 hours..WHATTTT? It was extremely tiring to go through the hours bt it fun..Tdy workg was freakg bored..I coverd one of the staff in the restaurant coz she took mc..(minta cuti) WTH..
Meet my bie this morng for bfst before i went to MOM and he went to work..
Collect my work permit and at last for the first time in 5yr they chg my permit picture to the one that i've took the day before..Super happy with the pic..
Tdy is a forgetful day for me..I lost my cigarette that my bie just bought for me this morng n i bring 2 key out frm the clubhouse..Tml need to wake up early just to return the key..Freakg angry when they calld me up..I'm lucky that i didn't askd to return it by tnite..Die..*Bt i didn't forget abt you bie =) *
Off tml bt still need to go back to work..EARLY coz i need to return the key coz it the restaurant kitchen key *screamg out loud* WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH!!!!!!
Meet Pkiao for supper tdy..She naggd at me for nt replyg her during val day..Sorie matai..I ady got val this year..perfect one..Love my bie..
2 day off n i'm goin n to have another outg with my bie n his clique..Can't wait..Shall blog again tml..
I'm meetg my bie...Can't wait coz i'm missg him..
Gd nites mankinds..

2009-02-17T08:19:00.000-08:00

Olaa,..(exact day 170209)
I just reach hm,
And i'm nt tired at all..

Eveng scenery at my smokg corner in the club..

My butterfly earg..

Me n my bie went to MOM this morng..Went to register my work permit application and rush back to work while my bie went straight to school to prepare all the thing that he need to use for his tml competition..He actually here down at my house void deck coz he don't want to go home since he is fetchg me to work tml..I wantd to comp him bt he refuse coz he wantd me to have more rest..Bt i'm blogging..hahas..I was wonderg hw he going to spend his nite in a car without pillow n blanket..*baobao*
It a big day for him tml and i pray hard for his luck so that he can win the competition..I knw best that he is going to do his best for it..
Errmmmm,
Nothg to post ady..
Last bt nt least, i'm missg my bie..
nitezssss....mankinds..

2009-02-16T07:20:00.000-08:00

*WINK*

This is what i supposd to post ytd, bt the network..sigh..like always nt being kind to me..So this time it goin to be a long post to do..

Sawadheekha

hungry man..

Boat of papaya salad..

(15022009) i'm havg my long lost peach milk tea..

I just reachd home.End work at 730 and meet my Bie.. He fall asleep while waitg for me to finish work.hahas..He cookd somethg for me tdy, duck meat n the ownmade pasta is really nice is super nice..I know you going to win that competition.. Like what you said bie, you are going to make ITE proud and happy to have you as 1 of their best student..Good luck love..
We had dinner at IMM js nw..Had thai food at Bali Thai..The tomyum is superb bt somtum n thr mincd chicken nt really up to my expectation..I had shrimp rice while my bie had super oily phad thai..
My bie start to mention abt hw unhealthy our food is.Had late dinner and heavy meal..He keep on remindg me abt his weight that are going to be 70kg..For the sake of makg me eat more, you need to eat as well..End up you became more heavy bt as for me only grow at tummy..Havg balloon tummy nw..

2009-02-15T00:43:00.000-08:00

For the eyes..

Wake up as early as 5am tdy..The event start at 8am bt i reach here like 6:30am just to get coffee n tea ready.. It kind of fun coz i manage to join them with the teambuildg session..They play games, funny games actually..Like small kids game. And as for now i'm restg..Should be sleepg bt can't..The weather is super hot..Even though i was hidg in ths restaurant bt the temperature out there make me feel uncomfortable..HOTTTTTTTT!!!! I don't like this kind of weather..
I supposd to end work at 4 tdy bt need to continue duty at the Restaurant frm 6-10..Shag..
When i was doing cleang just nw, there this member who stop me n pass me her name card..She told me that she like the way i work..She offer me job at italian job can?? I got 2 job offer in this month itself..Bt it too bad that i can't turn back my decision..What a waste man..

My hubbie end work at 4 bt i can't meet him up..Bt we will be meetg for supper..HaPPy!!
I feel like it been awhile that i never meet him, bt the fact is just a day..Miss him so much..
How i wish i can spend time with him nw..It should be fun..Just nw wantd him so much to stop by, bt i knw he is tired too..So what to do..Will wait for tnight den meet..Hopefully the Restaurant is nt busy so i can leave early..

I'm thinkg of havg somtum n green curry beef..Cravg for it..aow kin..
Sudden brain dead attack..
Will blog again tml..
Miszah supposed to be here with Sulz bt till nw they are nt here..I'm damn bored..

BIE,..entertain me!!! Hahas..Love ya..

2009-02-14T05:16:00.000-08:00

2nd post of the day..
Stuck here workg n servg stupid people..
Worst thing i still need to stuck a smile just to please them..
How pathetic..

It been whole day since yest my migraine gettg worst..
My eyes feel like poppg and yet i need to smile for stupid people..
WTH!!!!!!
Enough is enough..
Going hm without botherg anythg nw..
Hw i wish my hubbie can be here..
Beat them to the ground..
hahas..

Hate this job..bt do i have a choice?

That it..Pack my bag and say gdnite to SPGG people is the best way..
*screamg*
Adios..

2009-02-14T01:35:00.000-08:00

that's my valentine gift..

Sean (A-N-G-E-L) is back to blog..

Let me start it with..
The greetg for lovers..

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

What words can i describe this happiness nw??
What phrase that can i said out loud here??
NOTHING..there no words or phrase can be place for this feelg..
Speechless..Totally speechless..
Never did i expect to have the most lovely person as you..
Lovely person ever..

You have made me.. bouquet of rose from strawberry, heart shape tiramisu, and caramel custard.. last bt not least..this heart shape necklace..
As for me, i did n gave you nothg..I really don't knw what to get for you..I'm sorie..
Bt i know that i'm givg you somethg that no one ever give you..It my heart and my love..
I love you..
I love everythg..EVERYTHING that have you done for me..
although we missd out the sunset yest bt i knw you will bring me for it to embrace the moment..
Whatever that we have did and enjoy yest will always be forever..

Outtg with Ben&Jen, Jia jun n Ken is awesome..They are really crazy people..
Hope we going to have more outting like this in future..

Sheesha

Yummy!!!

Rose made from strawberry..
i'm proud to have you as my chef..

Blogging at workplace nw..No manager around, it make my life great..Simple and easy..My hubbie is workg, with his sleepy head coz we didn't sleep last night..Slackd around till morning..and nw both of us is zombie..workg without soul..
Anyway,..no matter hw life goes..We are nt tired coz we are such a happy soul..
Leaving ths place soon..that all for nw -eyes-!!!

2009-02-11T07:53:00.000-08:00

So i'm back blogging..
Actually i'll love to blog almost every night bt the network is nt really kind to me so i'll blog whenever there is network connection..
Anyway, i just reach home..Have supper (dinner actually) with my hubbie just nw..Eatg curry fish head at clementi..And i can't barely stand on my feet coz i'm super duper full..My hubbie feedg me good coz he keep on sayg i'm too skinny..My tummy look like a balloon..Not feelg comfortable by now..
1st, coz i'm not with him..
2nd, I'm missg my hubbie..
3rd, i'm too full to move..
He is probably sleepg in the bus by nw..
I feel like i'm being selfish for always wantd him to be here for me..
Fetch me like everyday after my work..
Bt he'll always said.."i wantd to do it"
So what can i said?
Being with the love one is everyone wantd to do..
So it normal..hahas
I'm talkg crap..

Bie,
If i could be your angel,
Protect you frm the pain,
I'll keep you safe frm danger,
you'll never hurt again..
i'll be your A-N-G-E-L,
I'm gonna byour A-N-G-E-L..

Happy!!
Happy!!
Happy!!
Happy!!
Happy!!
ME =)

2009-02-10T01:06:00.000-08:00

Olaaaa..
I've just reach home after meetg my hubbie js nw..
I've been unreasonable..Being silly..
Thinkg too much..
Tryg not to bt i can't..
Wantd to be alone bt i'm not..
Coz my hubbie is worried for me when i start to cry while talkg to him..
Silly silly me..
Bt i'm feelg better nw..
He make me laugh..
My sadness become laughter when he is around..
I love my hubbie..

When you tell me nt to worried abt you,
it make me wonder what will you feel if i told you to do the same..
I wantd you to be safe and sound, everynight after fetchg me home.
I can't be sittg and lyg on my bed while you were waitg for the cab..
and fall asleep when you were home..
So please, let me be worried abt you..
I want you to do the same too..

Oh ya, I have new msn friend tnight.
It my hubbie friend Eqin..
Someone that come out frm nowhere,
Nice chat that we had just nw.
She knw a lot abt me..
The best part that make me feel good when she told me that my hubbie told her
that i was such an understandg person and he love me..
YOU are so damn sweet bie..

I love to be here. ..

It's somethg special for special someone..

080209 (my hubbie got yellow flip flop)

080209 (Bie, you look sleepy)

I love the sweater.

that hand is coverg a big pimple..Oppppss

tok kamek!!

and that my man..

So i actually wantd to post what we have been doing yesterday..
BUTTTTT..
I can't download any pic..
WHY?????
Can't figure it out too...
Maybe nt tdy..
Maybe i upload it once it is okay to download..
Maybe..
Maybe..
Bt actually i was so S-T-U-P-I-D..
It so lame, after a few session of picture uploadg..
I still don't know hw to..
Whatever CAT!!!
I did manage to upload actually, hahaha *slapg face*

That all for nw..It 2am...OMG..
It late and i need to reach my workplace at 7am..
I'm turng to be zombie tml..

2009-02-08T18:52:00.000-08:00

My blog date got somethg wrong..It monday n this is my new blog bt it still stuck on sun..WTH
Gdmorning mankind...
Exciting monday for me tdy..
Going out later bt i feel like blogg somethg..
I just wantd to share somethg abt what i've read from a file of paper that i borrowd from my hubbie last night..

You can't make someone love you,
all you can do is be someone who can be loved,
the rest is up to the person to realize your worth..
it's better to lose your pride to the one you love than
To lose the one you love because of your pride.
We spend too much time looking for the right person to love OR
findg fault with those we already love..
When instead we should be perfectg the love we give..

It a lesson that i just learn yesterday..
Meangfull to me..
Anyway, got to go now..
Shower den prepare for my outtg with my hubbie..

2009-02-08T05:28:00.001-08:00

2nd post of the day..(start read frm the bottom)

Meet hubbie at Clementi and we decided nt to do any outtg..Straight to his home..

And i'm blogging frm my hubbie house..
Had dinner with him at home..His mother cook a very nice chicken curry and the veg is nice too..
Lucky day for me lehx..Got ang bao frm his mother..Haven't open yet..*malu*
Now he is struggling with his blog..Sorie bie, you should have blog more often so that you are nt strugglg nw..Anyway..Enjoy it..
I just realize that my temp work permit expired on the 12 so first to do tml is medical check up..I'm super scared to think about those medical check up thing..They going to take my blood like wth..I hate needle pokg me..
Snap some picture at the club tdy..

cutest cleaner in the club that i call, mak

That Helena & me

That is me while waitg for my hubbie to finish work..

They are my ex-staff..Bel, Sherry & Yiwen

Earlier post..

I was late to work this morning..Should start at 10 bt i only manage to reach at 1030am..
And i'm not the one who is late..My hubbie is late too. *laugh out loud*
He supposed to give me a morng calld bt end up i wake him up with my sms..lol..
Next week is going to be fun and exciting..Both of us havg 2 off day..So i have more day spend with my hubbie..He ady plan everythg..So i'm just gonna wait..
Finish workg like 3pm..Nice day tdy..No work stress and no work pressure..
Belinda, Yiwen and Sherry was here for lunch tdy..It been awhile that i never seen them..Wantd to upload the picture of us bt should do it at my hubbie house later..
And as for now, i just need settle my stuff and off i go..
I'm waitg for my hubbie to finish work..Meetg him later..Can't wait..
Blog again later..tata..

2009-02-06T23:49:00.001-08:00

I'm back blogging..so guess what pic is that? I was walkg down to Dover mrt when i saw this staircase wall in SP.. It really look like bubble tea straw to me..It make me think abt how long i've not having my fav peach milk tea, ermmm double pearl..
I just reach home, bt i get to realize that my tiredness gone otw home..Lucky me, i manage to talk to my manager to let me go early..Hahas..
Can't you see hw much my work effect me?

Ytd events ( Lion dance)

can you guess what does this mean?

Lion that eat veg n oranges ( hahas)

I'm tired ytd bt i'm slackd tdy..
Me n hubbie is workg..
And he is restg by the time i was blogging..
both of us is kind of workaholic..
And time pass by slowly when i'm nt with him n it is so unfair for the time to treat us this way bt we got no choice coz we can't decide..Nt meetg him tnite *sad sad sad*..Shall wait for him to finish work n i can get some so calld "beauty rest"
I lost a lot of rest this few day..Same goes to my hubbie ..But, we still manage to meet for bfst and supper..Yet,...there nothg that can stop us frm seeing each other..
That all for tdy, will be updatg my blog again soon..
Can't wait for tml..coz i'm meetg my hubbie after work..

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you
i miss you..I miss my hubbie..

2009-02-05T04:48:00.000-08:00

OLAAA...

Just finish work..My hubbie don't let me to blog tdy..He told me to "go home n rest early" bt i'm waitg for 9pm so that i got more OT..So i decided to blog out my life journey for tdy..
Anyway, work is as per normal..Shag..Doing thing alone and keep on changing settg really pissed me off..Cut my finger while workg..Unlucky..Tml is a hell day for my banquet team..Events from morning till night..*Screamg out loud*
I don't know whether to go home or to meet my hubbie..Both of us is tired..He has been busy with the competition traing n workg too..
Bie,
No matter how busy i am,
You were in my mind..
Always..
Mummy has been admited to hospital tdy..Condition gettg worst..Asthma attack again..I can't do anythg bt pray..I know that God is great and He will listen to my pray and take care of my mummy..
I really feel like blog somethg..Bt i knw you nt gonna like it so..Let it go..Topic close..
So that all for tdy ppl..
I'm brain dead..
Got to go home now..
1 word for tdy...TIRED..

2009-02-04T03:55:00.000-08:00

My Bos & Zul

Dreamg me..SIANzzzz

SHAG....

Super shag people..
I just get to know that i need to cover some assess here..
Damn right.
Irresponsible ass..
WTH...

Even though i get to learn thousand of new thing, bt it is just tooooo much can?
Work end early tdy since tml not much thing to do..Settg function room for Sat event..
That are all that i have abt my work..Summary .. (my works sucks)
In the other hand, i got hubbie now..We agreed to chg hw we call each other..Both of us love that name.. Life with him is great..Work or school will never stop him from missing me..Sweet right..I'm going to meet him after his work, for the first time actually..
He has been sacrificg his rest for me..It payback time..
Eventhough i know it going to be like once in a while, it actually better than never do anythg..Give and take..I really don't mind..
Coz..I'm happy..I want him to be happy too..
That all for tdy..Shall update soon..

2009-02-02T07:09:00.000-08:00

Me & You

Home sweet home...
So today i was totally happy..To the max..I did somethg that i never expect i will do it..Bt i am proud of myself..For giving myself this chances..I know i might not be the only person gonna happy when i told them this thing, esp my family members..So i'm definitely sure with i am doing now.
It not too much to give bt i know this time it for real..
We supposd to meet up early bt he is stuck in school with amber..Have lunch at Jurong east..I just realize that i love the wanton noodle there..It really nice..Went to his house..There somethg abt the house that make me feel good..Make me feel warm and welcome..I love the tv best..super big..
Believe it or not, it might sound lame bt it true..He bring me to Vivo. The place that i've been dyg to go..I am so impressd with that place..The sea, scenery, environment and whatever is there is unbelieveable and awesome..I can't believe that i never bring my camera..Bt i'll make sure i'll carry it anytime whenever we go out okay..
I simply love tdy..There is more to treasure..And i wish it will continue this way
Last bt nt least..Thank you for the day..
That all for tdy..Tml work at 11 so sian can? Nitezzz

2009-02-01T01:34:00.000-08:00

story..story..story..

Alright, finish work early tdy and i was still in the clubhouse actually..Don't feel like going home. Don't feel like doing anythg..Sleepy bt restless..After the beer session with Sean yesterday, feelg good when i woke up in the morning bt once i reach workplace i was like i want to go home and sleep..Human suppose to have 8 hr sleep bt mine was like 6 hr only..OMG..I'm being unfair to my eyes..
Slackd a lot tdy..I just need to do clearg and stewardg. Nt easy when i need to stack up all those big and heavy crockerys..WTH..
Tommorro is my off day and we plan for movie..Bt first thing to do is cleang my room and laundry service..My life after start workg was really a mess..I barely have cloths to wear..Need to update my closet soon..As for now, i'm BROKE!! Damn it..Why is $$$$$ for everythg?
Anybody can lend me some?
Just for my shoppg session..
Can?
That is how much i wonder i do have magic..
So that i can turn leaves to $..
And i shop till i drop..
Buy anythg that i want..
It first day of February..VALENTINE is comg and i know for sure that i'll be workg on that specific day..Envyg every couple havg wine and roses..Whatever..hahas
Should stop nw..Battery runng low..Going home after dinner..Nowhere to go ady coz he going for lo hei session and i'm alone..SADDDDD...

2009-01-31T09:49:00.000-08:00

Olaaaa....
Just reach hm and it is 2am..
Everythg was fun and full of happiness this few day. I js realize that how much i deserve this happiness for such a long time bt i never seek for it..Maybe i don't want to bt there nothg to deny now..And there is no word to sentence my hapiness..
Have beer with Sean js nw..After the long hour workg, runng here and there with a few event really make me tired. Bt it is really fun to work with Matthew and Zul..Finish early tdy..Lucky the function did not need me to spend so much energy coz yesterday function was killg me and Zul.
Hey you..We spent a lot of time tgt eventhough we are stuck with our work.Have breakfast tgt and seeing you waitg for me in my workplace after your long hour of schoolg and workg, really make me feel super good and super happy..Hopefully in this way we can get to know each other better. Eventhough you don't like me to thank you bt i still want to..Coz you deserve the words..Seriously it a wonderful to have spend my hour with you eventhough it is like a few hr..
It worth it..
End here bahs..Tommorro still need to go to work..Lucky no events so i can slackd and waste my 8 hr there..Should bring my lappy tml..Nitez mankind..

2009-01-29T06:03:00.000-08:00

Don't know hw to start..

Bt i will definetely start with what i've done tdy.. Work was EXTREMELY tiring. My body achg like hell can? I never know that it is so damn hard to do all the setting for those stupid tml function..Really tired to the core..Can't move ady.My leg is pain and it killing me..I really can't imagine overall function tml..Start work at 8am with 80 pax, 36 and 150 pax.I feel like dyg..OMG..I almost cry tdy while i work.Sean is busy with amber and traing session..Call me up before he went to work..He keep on remindg me to EAT and EAT. Bt all my meal was like rush hour..
So much changes there.The people is so far so good..Been workg under Zul and Matthew tdy.They were busy too..Worst part they don't know what task they should distribute to me.In the end, i take care of 20 head that don't know how to use coffee brewer..WTH..I was standg in the function room and look like i'm sellg coffee..
There somethg that i take a pic of..Zul keep al lot of funny cute thing in the banquet store..Let see some picturessss..

and after (terbalik sia)

before

fill with sugar and creamer..

Cute love shape basket when it empty..

This lil thing did remind me of Spore zoo incident..

That should be all..I'm going to get some sweet rest for myself coz i need to be up super early in the morning..I've been told i got surprise, and i'm gonna have it tml..Guess what??? I don't know either..Haha, SURPRISE anyway..Goodnitez god creation..A better day ahead is coming..

2009-01-28T05:20:00.000-08:00

So here i go again..these are all the pic that i took during CNY..It so much fun bt didn't manage to take much pic coz i was busy gamblg and cheatg kids $$$$...
Everythg about the interview was great..They still keep my personal data in 1 thick file..Meet new people and i'm gonna start my work under banquetg tml..Excitg bt i will never know what will happen in the future..Anyway, let the time pass by and decide my destiny..
Meetg with Sean was great tdy..I'm done with my somtum cravg le..Food is fantastic..Went for movie at Bugis and latte at Starbucks..So the day is gone...We share a lot of thing..He make me feel good being with him (I mean it)..Thank you for tdy..
Calld home and talk to mak & abah..Both of them are nt feelg well..Mak is going to KL for her further check up on her heart problem, and might need to go for operation coz no medicine is helpg..I'm speechless when she askd me to fly back home..It really make me cry like a baby when she askd me that..I really really wish that i can be there for her..Bt i know that i cant..I'm sorry mak..Abah leg is hurtg coz he told me that he is super tired with the job..I LOVE MY MAK & ABAH..
That my life journey for tdy..There happiness and there sadness..OMG..I wantd to have happiness moment all the time..Sadness is not for me..It suppose not for anyone in this entire world..

My red packet collection

Bao Fen and Family

Smart and cute baby

He is super cute..Muackss

Precious gift

2009-01-27T18:50:00.000-08:00

Rush hour blogging..
Wake up super early today..Super super sleepy now..It really been a month i've been a lazy bum..Now i need to make myself wake up early everyday le..Hopefully my eyes will be nice to my by sleepg early..
Meetg Mr Daniel for the brief job scope of mine..Bt it ady 10:50am and he is not in..I hate latecomer..and I hate waitg..
Both of my phone really irritates me..Got 2 bt really uselesssss..Sorie for not informg you..I didn't know that you plan to pick me up..Next time okay..

I supposed to upload some of my CNY picture so maybe later..Now go meetg first..
ADIOS..

2009-01-25T08:37:00.000-08:00

OMG...OMG....

This is what i calld eatg day..Been eatg since morning till night..satisfyg. Hahas..It CNY le..After dinner we play card and i won 80 bucks..All the player is kids can? Bt they wanna bet then let the luck decide..
Nice food today..everybody is enjoyg the food and it is totally fun. Even by now, when i'm updatg my blog i got tequila and chivas waitg..Fireworks was everywhere..And collect 2 red packet le..More comg tml. Excitg..
I'm gonna start work on the 28 so should get myself ready..F&B Supervisor..Big thanks to Mr Loon..Can't wait to start..hopefully i can work there n not gonna resign AGAIN..
Not forgotten..YOU, i know you wont stop me from doing whatever i want bt seriously, you are such a HEARTLESS CREATURE in the globe..So many people want me to forget the past..I did manage to forget you..He make me forget about you..We both manage to forget about you..Told you that time will chg everythg..If he is gonna chg my life, i'll be gratefull..
Whatever it is i am totally happy with what i'm doing now..He's sleepg by now..Can't believe that he calld..I don't know what he gonna think when he read this..My phone really sucks..Can't text out..
Should continue my drinkg session le..Don't wanna stuck in memory lane..
Errmm. out of word le..Blog again soon..Tml maybe..

2009-01-24T18:55:00.000-08:00

At last..i manage to get this network connection bt it still like chipsmore cookies..On and off..SO iritatg..
I don't know how to start and what to blog also. Bt there is something happeng to me..It kind of funny actually bt if this is god will then what can i say..There is somethg that still botherg me, and i am very glad to know that he can wait.."Don't give me false hope like what she did" that what he told me..I definitely won't giving any false hope like what she has gave to you...I don't know and don't want to know whatever hope that she had gave you..I am not HER.At least you should know that i am not a small kid. I'm a big girl alright..
Don't know if it going to be easy if i just keep thing to myself..
It going to be CNY tml and everybody is busy at home bt he is workg and i'm away..I got great picture of those small kids in my friend house..Maybe upload them once i'm in town bahs..Now i was wonderg if i was a mix blood..Chinese and bidayuh..So that ii got 3 celebration every year..Hahas..How i wish, how i wish..
So for every single person who celebratg CNY..Happy New Year..Don't forget to keep 1 red packet for me..Thanks..

2009-01-22T05:44:00.000-08:00

So here i go again..Nothg to do so i blog..Stop by at one of the cybercafe in JB. No connection at home and i don't feel like going home. At least i can save a few ear when i blog about how i feel today. Super shag today. Spent the half of my day at Mizah house, spendg time doing pineapple tart..Help her mom to buy some container for the tart bt guess what? it is so damn irritatg to find out both Lot 1 and YewTee don't have it..All said "mai wan le"..So i went to Marsling to do somethg so called survey..Same answer bt i know i need to buy it..Anythg better than nothg..So as a reward, her mom fried banana fritter..Nice..
Went to YewTee to meet Sean, he did some puff and bread for me..So sweet of him and the puff is nice..He is going to be a great chef one day..Cabbd down to my house before he went to work..He is such a nice guy..It make me wonder about how there is so call mr nice guy really exist..Hahas..
Chef Keong text me today..He told me that once there is new outlet openg he will get me to work with him..it like WHATEVER!! Bt he seem to be serious..So i might considered to work with him if there is chance..
Actually i feel like blog abt someone bt i think better not bahs..For this matter i believe there will be a pair of ear that will listen to me..
That all for tdy i guess..Going for happy feet tonite..Can't wait..It gonna be DANCE all night long babe..
ADIOS AMIGOS!!

2009-01-21T08:13:00.000-08:00

Staying overnight at Mizah house tdy..i'm totally feel like home when i'm here..
I am really pretendg that i'm happy..Such a pretender..I really need a good vacation..Coz i still can't find my happiness..I've wanted to bang my head to the wall..I hate this feeling. I still got this stupid feeling abt how i can't make this matter of heart of mine to be simple..
Sean has making me happy this few day..It really help alot. Bt everytime i start to get my happiness, there she go again..Should i blame myself? Should i or should i not?
I really need to go for a vacation..and i know where i'm heading too..Sarawak..mummy i'm going home..should check any ticket tml..Or i just go for outting?which one should i choose? OMG.. WTH is wrong with me? I should learn how to love myself and love those person who love me..It time for me to find peace for my soul..Should continue some other time coz mizah is screamg at me to go to sleep..Very sian can?

2009-01-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

Was in JB yesterday..So when i about to enter Woodland Checkpoint i received a Sms from her..Such a mood spoiler msg..Don't want to talk about it either..Coz it SUCKS!! Janelle call up bt i can't meet..Sorry girl.
Meet Miszah at her house..so i'm gona uplaod the picture that we took at Sentosa.. Omg, i really want to have more outting before i start work..Somebody bring me out outting..

Candid Pic..

Power smile..hahas

Chocolate frappe at The Coffee Bean

Last Min Friends.. but they are totally cool!

Power Rangers

Favourite snap of the day..

2009-01-19T20:14:00.000-08:00

So this is what i called AlltheSinglelady outting..

Hahas, Miszah and Sue..the most funny human being in the world..love this pic taken by a bangla worker..we are so cute ya..i've wanted to put more picture but both of your camera got more nice picture..my leg muscle pain till today sia.Eventhough non of us got that tanned body that we wantd coz the sun is playg hide and seek with us bt nvm..We crappd alot..Sing, dance, jump and play wtih this group of kids..Sigh, how i wish i'm not 25...Too bad..Seriously, today got a lot of nice thing happend to me..affter sentosa, still staying back at Miszah house..i join her mak buat kuih..EXCITING..Pineapple tart...Super nice !! Slackd at her house till 6 plus..Wait for Sean to finish work coz we're going for dinner and sheesa ..Sean is lost when he about to fetch me at Yewtee..hahas. Sorie man, u should have ask the direction bt end up i walkd..wth..Pick Janelle and go straight for dinner at Sp Club house and Sean make me eat 1 and a half bowl of rice..Eat like babi can? Bt the food is nice and cheap...Went to Arab Street for sheesha..First time in my life havg Sheesa..Chocked when i first to try it..WTH..Strawberry and mango flavour..Nice place nice outting Love you guys...Let the picture reveald our happy moment..Shall download more picture when i get it from Miszah..Adios..

Brand new day..

2009-01-17T15:29:00.000-08:00

Being excited that i'm going to Sentosa with Mizah and her friend todady..Stayg overnight at her place was awesome..
For the first time in my life i get to show and say out whatever dissappointg thing in my heart..Whatever conversation that i have with her either MSN or SMS every single words i really mean it..she take very long time before she stat with me and when it only 1 mtn plus then she start to blog out about me, but when it come to new girl..she excited like hell can..
Now whatever balance that of feeling that i have for her is only HATE..But at the same time i want her to regret every action that she ady did to me..SHE don't deserve anybody love..I'm not gonna see her happy when i go through so much pain..to love and to hate..it all come with pain. So i think let her learn a lesson, not every single lady in this world worth for her..because she is such a big FCUKING LIAR!!
Whatever it is, it totally over and i wanted to go on with my new fresh life..so she must have been FCUK OFF from my life..
to Sean, thanks..We will get over her..Peace..

Dangerously in Love!!!

2009-01-16T01:12:00.000-08:00

Alright...at last i get my lappy back..excited like hell...hahas..So as day go by, i'm getting stronger and stronger..and i really want to thank someone for it..
No one bt HER!! yuppss..
I remember my last sms to her, i told her to be free..and i want to be free also..free of all the miserable thing in life..bt too bad, my friend told me that for this year whoever that is born on the year of the pig got nothg interestg gonna happend..WTH..
still jobless though..don't feel lyke to lookg for job..bt i need money and worst part is my family member didn't know that i jobless..DIE!!
So i been through a person blog and it quite shocking thing run through my mind..bt at least it help me to wake up from the reality world..and i know it time for me to STOP thinkg, dreamg and cryg for someone who still don't know about love..BUT...i still don't know what will happend if we have a chance to be together again..WHO KNOWS..shall update some picture of us..Adios..

2009-01-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

I still dounno hw to describe this feeling though..get to chat with her last nite..the feeling was like "damn it" i really dunno what to talk about..she don't want to talk about patching back either..thought you say that "i'll wait for you" bt it seem like it the way around..
i'm freakg out when i get to know that her ex ady broke up with her bf and one more..this guy who seem to try to win back her heart when he know that we ady broke up (he know it i guess, and he must be damn happy)
1 thing that i told her yesterday and i regret after texting her..i'm nobody to talk about her personal life..bt it really bother me alot..what should i do?? i just want to remind her that bung is not for guy..
babylove..i really regret this action of mine..thought i can deal with it..bt i really can't..and i know this time it real..i'm gonna totally losing you..

SO WHAT???

2009-01-12T03:26:00.000-08:00

Done my tattoo today..third tattoo and the perfect one i guess..Pain like wth..when the tattooist start the game, she asked me what that alphabet suppose to mean bt i don't feel like telling her..then she told me she scared because of my flat tummy..hahas..omg..every pierce of the needle really make my whole body shiver like hell can? and i thought it gonna be fun coz i did this because of her..try to forget every pain with every pierce of it, and make me wanted to have it more..More tattoo to come coz i dun know whether i should go for piercing..should let you see it..