Olaaaa....
Just reach hm and it is 2am..
Everythg was fun and full of happiness this few day. I js realize that how much i deserve this happiness for such a long time bt i never seek for it..Maybe i don't want to bt there nothg to deny now..And there is no word to sentence my hapiness..
Have beer with Sean js nw..After the long hour workg, runng here and there with a few event really make me tired. Bt it is really fun to work with Matthew and Zul..Finish early tdy..Lucky the function did not need me to spend so much energy coz yesterday function was killg me and Zul.
Hey you..We spent a lot of time tgt eventhough we are stuck with our work.Have breakfast tgt and seeing you waitg for me in my workplace after your long hour of schoolg and workg, really make me feel super good and super happy..Hopefully in this way we can get to know each other better. Eventhough you don't like me to thank you bt i still want to..Coz you deserve the words..Seriously it a wonderful to have spend my hour with you eventhough it is like a few hr..
It worth it..
End here bahs..Tommorro still need to go to work..Lucky no events so i can slackd and waste my 8 hr there..Should bring my lappy tml..Nitez mankind..

Labels: Mucho gracias me amore..

Bt i will definetely start with what i've done tdy.. Work was EXTREMELY tiring. My body achg like hell can? I never know that it is so damn hard to do all the setting for those stupid tml function..Really tired to the core..Can't move ady.My leg is pain and it killing me..I really can't imagine overall function tml..Start work at 8am with 80 pax, 36 and 150 pax.I feel like dyg..OMG..I almost cry tdy while i work.Sean is busy with amber and traing session..Call me up before he went to work..He keep on remindg me to EAT and EAT. Bt all my meal was like rush hour..
So much changes there.The people is so far so good..Been workg under Zul and Matthew tdy.They were busy too..Worst part they don't know what task they should distribute to me.In the end, i take care of 20 head that don't know how to use coffee brewer..WTH..I was standg in the function room and look like i'm sellg coffee..
There somethg that i take a pic of..Zul keep al lot of funny cute thing in the banquet store..Let see some picturessss..



That should be all..I'm going to get some sweet rest for myself coz i need to be up super early in the morning..I've been told i got surprise, and i'm gonna have it tml..Guess what??? I don't know either..Haha, SURPRISE anyway..Goodnitez god creation..A better day ahead is coming..

Labels: We suppose to have MAGIC..coz it bring miracle..

So here i go again..these are all the pic that i took during CNY..It so much fun bt didn't manage to take much pic coz i was busy gamblg and cheatg kids $$$$...
Everythg about the interview was great..They still keep my personal data in 1 thick file..Meet new people and i'm gonna start my work under banquetg tml..Excitg bt i will never know what will happen in the future..Anyway, let the time pass by and decide my destiny..
Meetg with Sean was great tdy..I'm done with my somtum cravg le..Food is fantastic..Went for movie at Bugis and latte at Starbucks..So the day is gone...We share a lot of thing..He make me feel good being with him (I mean it)..Thank you for tdy..
Calld home and talk to mak & abah..Both of them are nt feelg well..Mak is going to KL for her further check up on her heart problem, and might need to go for operation coz no medicine is helpg..I'm speechless when she askd me to fly back home..It really make me cry like a baby when she askd me that..I really really wish that i can be there for her..Bt i know that i cant..I'm sorry mak..Abah leg is hurtg coz he told me that he is super tired with the job..I LOVE MY MAK & ABAH..
That my life journey for tdy..There happiness and there sadness..OMG..I wantd to have happiness moment all the time..Sadness is not for me..It suppose not for anyone in this entire world..

Labels: SOulMate..

Rush hour blogging..
Wake up super early today..Super super sleepy now..It really been a month i've been a lazy bum..Now i need to make myself wake up early everyday le..Hopefully my eyes will be nice to my by sleepg early..
Meetg Mr Daniel for the brief job scope of mine..Bt it ady 10:50am and he is not in..I hate latecomer..and I hate waitg..
Both of my phone really irritates me..Got 2 bt really uselesssss..Sorie for not informg you..I didn't know that you plan to pick me up..Next time okay..

I supposed to upload some of my CNY picture so maybe later..Now go meetg first..
ADIOS..

This is what i calld eatg day..Been eatg since morning till night..satisfyg. Hahas..It CNY le..After dinner we play card and i won 80 bucks..All the player is kids can? Bt they wanna bet then let the luck decide..
Nice food today..everybody is enjoyg the food and it is totally fun. Even by now, when i'm updatg my blog i got tequila and chivas waitg..Fireworks was everywhere..And collect 2 red packet le..More comg tml. Excitg..
I'm gonna start work on the 28 so should get myself ready..F&B Supervisor..Big thanks to Mr Loon..Can't wait to start..hopefully i can work there n not gonna resign AGAIN..
Not forgotten..YOU, i know you wont stop me from doing whatever i want bt seriously, you are such a HEARTLESS CREATURE in the globe..So many people want me to forget the past..I did manage to forget you..He make me forget about you..We both manage to forget about you..Told you that time will chg everythg..If he is gonna chg my life, i'll be gratefull..
Whatever it is i am totally happy with what i'm doing now..He's sleepg by now..Can't believe that he calld..I don't know what he gonna think when he read this..My phone really sucks..Can't text out..
Should continue my drinkg session le..Don't wanna stuck in memory lane..
Errmm. out of word le..Blog again soon..Tml maybe..

Labels: Whatever bastard...

At last..i manage to get this network connection bt it still like chipsmore cookies..On and off..SO iritatg..
I don't know how to start and what to blog also. Bt there is something happeng to me..It kind of funny actually bt if this is god will then what can i say..There is somethg that still botherg me, and i am very glad to know that he can wait.."Don't give me false hope like what she did" that what he told me..I definitely won't giving any false hope like what she has gave to you...I don't know and don't want to know whatever hope that she had gave you..I am not HER.At least you should know that i am not a small kid. I'm a big girl alright..
Don't know if it going to be easy if i just keep thing to myself..
It going to be CNY tml and everybody is busy at home bt he is workg and i'm away..I got great picture of those small kids in my friend house..Maybe upload them once i'm in town bahs..Now i was wonderg if i was a mix blood..Chinese and bidayuh..So that ii got 3 celebration every year..Hahas..How i wish, how i wish..
So for every single person who celebratg CNY..Happy New Year..Don't forget to keep 1 red packet for me..Thanks..

So here i go again..Nothg to do so i blog..Stop by at one of the cybercafe in JB. No connection at home and i don't feel like going home. At least i can save a few ear when i blog about how i feel today. Super shag today. Spent the half of my day at Mizah house, spendg time doing pineapple tart..Help her mom to buy some container for the tart bt guess what? it is so damn irritatg to find out both Lot 1 and YewTee don't have it..All said "mai wan le"..So i went to Marsling to do somethg so called survey..Same answer bt i know i need to buy it..Anythg better than nothg..So as a reward, her mom fried banana fritter..Nice..
Went to YewTee to meet Sean, he did some puff and bread for me..So sweet of him and the puff is nice..He is going to be a great chef one day..Cabbd down to my house before he went to work..He is such a nice guy..It make me wonder about how there is so call mr nice guy really exist..Hahas..
Chef Keong text me today..He told me that once there is new outlet openg he will get me to work with him..it like WHATEVER!! Bt he seem to be serious..So i might considered to work with him if there is chance..
Actually i feel like blog abt someone bt i think better not bahs..For this matter i believe there will be a pair of ear that will listen to me..
That all for tdy i guess..Going for happy feet tonite..Can't wait..It gonna be DANCE all night long babe..
ADIOS AMIGOS!!

Labels: IF I WERE A BUNG..

Staying overnight at Mizah house tdy..i'm totally feel like home when i'm here..
I am really pretendg that i'm happy..Such a pretender..I really need a good vacation..Coz i still can't find my happiness..I've wanted to bang my head to the wall..I hate this feeling. I still got this stupid feeling abt how i can't make this matter of heart of mine to be simple..
Sean has making me happy this few day..It really help alot. Bt everytime i start to get my happiness, there she go again..Should i blame myself? Should i or should i not?
I really need to go for a vacation..and i know where i'm heading too..Sarawak..mummy i'm going home..should check any ticket tml..Or i just go for outting?which one should i choose? OMG.. WTH is wrong with me? I should learn how to love myself and love those person who love me..It time for me to find peace for my soul..Should continue some other time coz mizah is screamg at me to go to sleep..Very sian can?

Labels: I HATE YOU FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH PAIN..

Was in JB yesterday..So when i about to enter Woodland Checkpoint i received a Sms from her..Such a mood spoiler msg..Don't want to talk about it either..Coz it SUCKS!! Janelle call up bt i can't meet..Sorry girl.
Meet Miszah at her house..so i'm gona uplaod the picture that we took at Sentosa.. Omg, i really want to have more outting before i start work..Somebody bring me out outting..

Labels: Desperado

Brand new day..
Being excited that i'm going to Sentosa with Mizah and her friend todady..Stayg overnight at her place was awesome..
For the first time in my life i get to show and say out whatever dissappointg thing in my heart..Whatever conversation that i have with her either MSN or SMS every single words i really mean it..she take very long time before she stat with me and when it only 1 mtn plus then she start to blog out about me, but when it come to new girl..she excited like hell can..
Now whatever balance that of feeling that i have for her is only HATE..But at the same time i want her to regret every action that she ady did to me..SHE don't deserve anybody love..I'm not gonna see her happy when i go through so much pain..to love and to hate..it all come with pain. So i think let her learn a lesson, not every single lady in this world worth for her..because she is such a big FCUKING LIAR!!
Whatever it is, it totally over and i wanted to go on with my new fresh life..so she must have been FCUK OFF from my life..
to Sean, thanks..We will get over her..Peace..

Dangerously in Love!!!
Alright...at last i get my lappy back..excited like hell...hahas..So as day go by, i'm getting stronger and stronger..and i really want to thank someone for it..
No one bt HER!! yuppss..
I remember my last sms to her, i told her to be free..and i want to be free also..free of all the miserable thing in life..bt too bad, my friend told me that for this year whoever that is born on the year of the pig got nothg interestg gonna happend..WTH..
still jobless though..don't feel lyke to lookg for job..bt i need money and worst part is my family member didn't know that i jobless..DIE!!
So i been through a person blog and it quite shocking thing run through my mind..bt at least it help me to wake up from the reality world..and i know it time for me to STOP thinkg, dreamg and cryg for someone who still don't know about love..BUT...i still don't know what will happend if we have a chance to be together again..WHO KNOWS..shall update some picture of us..Adios..

I still dounno hw to describe this feeling though..get to chat with her last nite..the feeling was like "damn it" i really dunno what to talk about..she don't want to talk about patching back either..thought you say that "i'll wait for you" bt it seem like it the way around..
i'm freakg out when i get to know that her ex ady broke up with her bf and one more..this guy who seem to try to win back her heart when he know that we ady broke up (he know it i guess, and he must be damn happy)
1 thing that i told her yesterday and i regret after texting her..i'm nobody to talk about her personal life..bt it really bother me alot..what should i do?? i just want to remind her that bung is not for guy..
babylove..i really regret this action of mine..thought i can deal with it..bt i really can't..and i know this time it real..i'm gonna totally losing you..

SO WHAT???