It 1:20am and i'm still awake..Eatg soup that auntie cookd for me make me super fulll...
OMG..My bie gonna nag at me..Bt i can't sleep..
After the long week, i'm rest tml n mon too..Bored actually, my bie work half day on sun n school on mon..+ - it only 1 day spent with him =(
Next week takg leave n acc mummy in KL for her heart operation..Mummy gonna be just fine..This matter make me think alot this few day..I'm thinkg of alot of bad thing even i try to make myself nt to think abt it bt i can't..I'm just scared..She don't want me to cry when i meet her..Bt why should i lough over a matter of life and dead..Abah, abg kel n is don't really bother abt it..Just me and Grace keepg in touch just to make mummy feel better..She keep on askg me to stop callg her everyday..Bt she don't knw hw much she mean to me..Hw much i want her to be healthy as other people esp after the op..God, gve me strength to face it..I LOVE MY MUMMY..And of course i love you bie..

are you going to miss me?
are you going to think of me?
will you feel bored when you knw that i'm far frm you?
do you feel like leavg spore and be with me?
will you comfort me if i'm cryg?
will you call me just to say that you miss me?

Just want you to knw that i'll have the same answer that you have..
anyway, don't forget to study..

Bie,
I knw you always worried abt me..
your care and concern do touch my heart'
please knw that i don't mean to make you over worried,
I knw you hate my long workg hr,
bt trust me,
when it come to you,
Nothg else matter..

Labels: I need you to walk with me in this journey of life..

I'm back blogging...

Just reach home..Have supper with my bie..Manage to sit for a while and comp my bie to study coz he got exam tml..I was struggling to understand all the french word that they use to study..OMFG, it is nt easy to be a chef..I thought when you want to be a chef you just need to cook nice food bt it is nt as easy as i think..Even my bie eyes turn red to read n struggling to remember all the meang..Bt i learn somethg new..Hw to make salad, and FYI, there is a definitions for fruits..Anyway, i wish my bie and his clique all the best for the exam..

Tdy work was slackd..Nothg much also..BUT..
I've made a big mistake and i've learn somethg abt it..
"You should askd before you act, coz the effect and consequences will nt be greater once it happen"
chim lo..
WTH..
I MAKE A MUSLIM EAT PORK LEHX..
Can you see how huge my mistake is?
Actually nt my mistake lorr..
bt i served him the food..So i carried some of the sin..OMG..Stories goes like this..
They are havg set lunch and they ady decide what to eat and we orderd for them at our restaurant kitchen..The thing is that banquet and restaurant have different menu..So the chef forgotten the banquet "no pork no lard" menu and cook accordg to their menu...In the end, we served pork..Too bad it happend, it really can't be help bt it did make me cry..Coz i'm feelg guilty..I should have askd him before i servd coz he look like a malay and his skin is dark bt he got chinese eyes..that why i served him the soup..He only realise that he eat PORK when a friend show the rest the PORK RIBS in their soup..
"my dear why you served me pork?" this is the thing that make me cried just nw..I really didn't mean it..Bt thing settled by my manager..I "cabut lari" hahas..

Moral of the story " don't go to the restaurant that have this no pork no lard sign if you are a muslim" get it?
Anyway, pastamania ady have their halal cert..(thanks for the info diy)

I think that all for tdy..Tml work at 730am..
Adios amigos..

Bie, i miss you..
Don't go..Stay close to me..
I hate to say goodbye..

Labels: I love you "one"

WOW...It getting NASTIER here..

Bt before that, let me apologize to this person..Sherie..
I'm sorry for hanging up on your call earlier on..
If what you've said is true so i really got nothg to say bt if you were to listen to one side of the story it is not fair to me..I've been sharg a lot of story with you when i were with her..Even you yourself agreed bt you choose nt to interfere..And i thank you for that..And i wish you will do the same nw coz this matter had been drag till this far and i don't wish to stop..Let it be hatred in you for me..I don't really mind coz it doesn't matter any more...

And for you,
I ady told you nt to make thing worst bt you choose to further the matter up to this stage..I admit that i 2 timing you, bt duh..you did the same too..and as for the tattoo thing, i admit that i did it after i ditchd you..It because i want you to knw that i'm nt ready to let you go..bt after knowg all your doing i found that you disgust me..understand that? YOU DISGUST ME... When you said that she is nt the 3rd party than what i can say is WHATEVER LIAR..
If you don't wish to comment any further then just stop..

Last bt nt least..
it for her..
I know you choose to be with her..I'm nt gonna stop any of your doing..If you were me you will knw why i did this..If you can accept her with all your heart just follow what your heart want to..No hard feeling here..

1 more thing..
Bie, i love you..

Labels: PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOE PEOPLE..

I'm back blogging..
and now is normal version..English..

i'm gonna tell you all why after all this while i'm hatg her..(the shim)
Read it...
Frm the first day that i told you that i've been admirg you frm the first time that i saw you,
when you told me that age dont matter,
when you left me for your ex,
and the time that i get to knw abt your blog,
and you cry over the phone begging me to stay when i told you that i can't go on
and all the lies that you have been givg me
call me baby, tell them i'm your gf
bt the fact that you don't even want to state steady
missg your ex, while at the same time you told me that i'm the reason you've wantd to be a bung
meetg new girl at workplace,
going out with her bt you told me that it outtg w/o gf..
and you are very damn good in tellg lies..
i'm giving in a lot of time..
eventhough is like nt even half a year bt i left a mark in me..
scar in my hand..tattooed in my belly..
hw can i forgive you for giving me so much pain?
after i decide to leave you, and you agreed..(ya, i dumpd her)
It actually you ady being tgt with a new girl..
hw can you make yourself such a f #@*%!^R?
i wonder what did you told your current gf before you get tgt with her..
i was at home alone and you can go n meet new girl?
told me that you going to celebrate cny n vday alone. .
bt the fact is you ady plan a wonderful one with her
told me there will be no third party and what so ever...
the fact is she is the third one.
I'm nt going to blame her for this..
in fact i feel sorry for her..
she can speak out that everyone change and start a new leaf of life..
bt the past that you have pt me through is too much..
trust me when i said,
another step that you will do to make the situation worst,
you are going to be extremely shockd..so don't ever act as one of innocent soul..
yes i admit that you are young,
and she is tryg to be mature..
bt hw long she can stand all this mess?
people are laughg the ass out of your own gf..
don't you think being with you is a sufferg to her?
she has a boyfriend when she knw you..
you make her lose control..
she leave her normal lovely life because of you..
she is doing the same mistake that i've done..JUSt BECAuSe Of YOU!!!
Please stop all your candy tongue..
Spoutg nonsense..the truth of you love someone is = to hurtg them..
look at TWN, and the Quickbite and this SK..
what did you give them? LOve? no it is HUrtt..

big LOLS!!!
Yes i admit that i hate him before coz i feel unsecure..Scared that he'll get to snatchd you away frm me..
bt it nt the same anymore..
he is mine nw and we are happy tgt..
fyi..every story shared between us will never leave your name behind..
both of us hate you..bt he got no choice coz he is the same school with you..the most he will do is nt talkg to you..bt i knw and he knw better that talkg to you is useless..
BUT...when you told your friend, that happend to be our friend before that i'm a bad girl.
that chg my LB life because of him..
Well, i'm bad bt you worst..
When you tell my friend that my bf is nt handsome, that is when i cant stand it anymore..
who are you to say that my bf is nt handsome..
even if he is nt, it is me to decide...i love him with what he is nw..
and love doesn't look at the way they are bt...just dont judge the book by it cover okaysss..
at least you should knw that this "nt handsome guy" have spend $3000 of his money for you,,
HEY, let me tell you somethg..
me n my bie have a lot of thing in common..
we are leadg a happy life,
if you are thinkg that you are sorie with what you have said and done,
too bad and it too late to turn back..
just watch your step..

I'm super satisfied
i'm happy after post it out...
i'm nt going to bother abt what ppl said after this post..
coz i knw that i'm tellg the truth,
and i want you to back off frm our path..

that all for nw i guess..
hope you all get the pictures of why me n my bie hate this person so much..
gdnite mankind...

Labels: you should knw who you are..

Wantd to do somethg different tdy..my 2nd post of the day is a new topic..

Malay version..

Story mcm gini..
Adalah sorg pompuan/lelaki??? ni yg step cool tp aku rasa dia memang tak cukup umur uh..aku pun tak tau asal aku benci giler ngan die,,Aku tau uh yg aku penah syg die dulu tp tu dulu lgpun 2 bulan je,.cheh..
Kalau nak ikutkan aku bole settle ni kes tp eh die bole pg bilang kwn2 aku yg matair aku tak handssome..die memang ada problem uh.Die dah makan kenyang2 duit matair aku n then sakitkan hati matair aku and then boleh *tuuuut* ngan matair aku and then bilang gini..CB kan?
Perangai mcm sial abe bole step nothg n buat org bingit ngan die,,kau nak bingit ape yg matair aku tag kau tapi aku rasa kau tak patut tag back..Kau tak nak amek gambar ngan matair kau pasal mak kau selalu check hp kau..and then kau boleh bebual pasal love that being shared tgt??? aku bace pun nak muntah siol..skrg tgh best2 in love bole uh bebual gini, tp kite wait n see..Rabak uh perangai org mcm gini..aku rasa mcm nak kasi thai slapp je..
Pegi mampos uh dgn kau nyer love story..Sume perempuan yg kau suke, jd baby kau, girlfriend kau..Sial uh..Diam uh..
Aku ngan matair aku suke amek gambar and post out so org bole tau yg both of us is in love tp kalau kau nak bilang pasal no need to post out, what abt gambar kau ngan ex kau? Or kau sengaje tak nak post out pasal matair kau tak jambu?wakakaka..memang tak jambu pun..
Sekadar pg arcade n then dapat anak patung,eeeeeewwwwww, adik2..hahahas..
Actually kalau kau tak bebual pasal aku nyer matair ngan kawan2 aku pat keje aku, aku tak kisah uh tp kau dah baik2 dah ada matair abe kau nak bebual pasal org..kelaka pe?
Aku pun skrg thg kesiankan matair kau..kalau satu hari die dpt tau perangai kau yg buruk tu..huh..mampos lah kau..
AKU BINGIT UH NGAN ORG MCM GINI..BINGIT GILER.....
anyway, aku tak nak post pjg sgt uh malay version..susah nak translate..lgpun mcm gini kurang malu ORG ni..*kalau die tau malu*..

So for this adik..
take care eh..
tak yah nak bebual pasal org nyer matair..
kalau org dah bingit..

u'll never like what i will do to you just to make you suffer..
take my words..

N~now
G~get
E~even
L~Lovely

Suddenly these words pop up in my mind..
Raing Sunday..It sucks..I'm going for and outtg and it raing..WTH.*Sigh*..It kind of scary now coz i'm alone at home and it stormg heavy rain..I'm freakg scared..
Lucky that i've done my laundry and room service..It really doesnt look like a room just nw..I've been lazy lately..Tired actually..Bt nw it is clean&clear..Good job cat..
Begging my manager nw..I really don't feel like workg..They don't need me actually.So many staff ady..I want to sleep while waitg for my bie to finish work at 4pm..
I got story to share with my bie later..
Thought of post it out bt i think better not..
That all for tdy..blog again tml or someother day..
My eyes closg.*tututututut*
Next station Lalaland...

Labels: i'm soBer..

It been awhile ya..Hahas..It been a hell day for me ths few day, works like 12 t 16 hours..WHATTTT? It was extremely tiring to go through the hours bt it fun..Tdy workg was freakg bored..I coverd one of the staff in the restaurant coz she took mc..(minta cuti) WTH..
Meet my bie this morng for bfst before i went to MOM and he went to work..
Collect my work permit and at last for the first time in 5yr they chg my permit picture to the one that i've took the day before..Super happy with the pic..
Tdy is a forgetful day for me..I lost my cigarette that my bie just bought for me this morng n i bring 2 key out frm the clubhouse..Tml need to wake up early just to return the key..Freakg angry when they calld me up..I'm lucky that i didn't askd to return it by tnite..Die..*Bt i didn't forget abt you bie =) *
Off tml bt still need to go back to work..EARLY coz i need to return the key coz it the restaurant kitchen key *screamg out loud* WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH!!!!!!
Meet Pkiao for supper tdy..She naggd at me for nt replyg her during val day..Sorie matai..I ady got val this year..perfect one..Love my bie..
2 day off n i'm goin n to have another outg with my bie n his clique..Can't wait..Shall blog again tml..
I'm meetg my bie...Can't wait coz i'm missg him..
Gd nites mankinds..

Labels: Loved by you..

Olaa,..(exact day 170209)
I just reach hm,
And i'm nt tired at all..




Me n my bie went to MOM this morng..Went to register my work permit application and rush back to work while my bie went straight to school to prepare all the thing that he need to use for his tml competition..He actually here down at my house void deck coz he don't want to go home since he is fetchg me to work tml..I wantd to comp him bt he refuse coz he wantd me to have more rest..Bt i'm blogging..hahas..I was wonderg hw he going to spend his nite in a car without pillow n blanket..*baobao*
It a big day for him tml and i pray hard for his luck so that he can win the competition..I knw best that he is going to do his best for it..
Errmmmm,
Nothg to post ady..
Last bt nt least, i'm missg my bie..
nitezssss....mankinds..

Labels: superhuman heartbeat that we have..Lovely..

I just reachd home.End work at 730 and meet my Bie.. He fall asleep while waitg for me to finish work.hahas..He cookd somethg for me tdy, duck meat n the ownmade pasta is really nice is super nice..I know you going to win that competition.. Like what you said bie, you are going to make ITE proud and happy to have you as 1 of their best student..Good luck love..
We had dinner at IMM js nw..Had thai food at Bali Thai..The tomyum is superb bt somtum n thr mincd chicken nt really up to my expectation..I had shrimp rice while my bie had super oily phad thai..
My bie start to mention abt hw unhealthy our food is.Had late dinner and heavy meal..He keep on remindg me abt his weight that are going to be 70kg..For the sake of makg me eat more, you need to eat as well..End up you became more heavy bt as for me only grow at tummy..Havg balloon tummy nw..

For the eyes..

Wake up as early as 5am tdy..The event start at 8am bt i reach here like 6:30am just to get coffee n tea ready.. It kind of fun coz i manage to join them with the teambuildg session..They play games, funny games actually..Like small kids game. And as for now i'm restg..Should be sleepg bt can't..The weather is super hot..Even though i was hidg in ths restaurant bt the temperature out there make me feel uncomfortable..HOTTTTTTTT!!!! I don't like this kind of weather..
I supposd to end work at 4 tdy bt need to continue duty at the Restaurant frm 6-10..Shag..
When i was doing cleang just nw, there this member who stop me n pass me her name card..She told me that she like the way i work..She offer me job at italian job can?? I got 2 job offer in this month itself..Bt it too bad that i can't turn back my decision..What a waste man..

My hubbie end work at 4 bt i can't meet him up..Bt we will be meetg for supper..HaPPy!!
I feel like it been awhile that i never meet him, bt the fact is just a day..Miss him so much..
How i wish i can spend time with him nw..It should be fun..Just nw wantd him so much to stop by, bt i knw he is tired too..So what to do..Will wait for tnight den meet..Hopefully the Restaurant is nt busy so i can leave early..

I'm thinkg of havg somtum n green curry beef..Cravg for it..aow kin..
Sudden brain dead attack..
Will blog again tml..
Miszah supposed to be here with Sulz bt till nw they are nt here..I'm damn bored..

BIE,..entertain me!!! Hahas..Love ya..

Labels: kamek ngantok..*-*

2nd post of the day..
Stuck here workg n servg stupid people..
Worst thing i still need to stuck a smile just to please them..
How pathetic..

It been whole day since yest my migraine gettg worst..
My eyes feel like poppg and yet i need to smile for stupid people..
WTH!!!!!!
Enough is enough..
Going hm without botherg anythg nw..
Hw i wish my hubbie can be here..
Beat them to the ground..
hahas..

Hate this job..bt do i have a choice?

That it..Pack my bag and say gdnite to SPGG people is the best way..
*screamg*
Adios..

Sean (A-N-G-E-L) is back to blog..

Let me start it with..
The greetg for lovers..

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

What words can i describe this happiness nw??
What phrase that can i said out loud here??
NOTHING..there no words or phrase can be place for this feelg..
Speechless..Totally speechless..
Never did i expect to have the most lovely person as you..
Lovely person ever..

You have made me.. bouquet of rose from strawberry, heart shape tiramisu, and caramel custard.. last bt not least..this heart shape necklace..
As for me, i did n gave you nothg..I really don't knw what to get for you..I'm sorie..
Bt i know that i'm givg you somethg that no one ever give you..It my heart and my love..
I love you..
I love everythg..EVERYTHING that have you done for me..
although we missd out the sunset yest bt i knw you will bring me for it to embrace the moment..
Whatever that we have did and enjoy yest will always be forever..

Outtg with Ben&Jen, Jia jun n Ken is awesome..They are really crazy people..
Hope we going to have more outting like this in future..






Blogging at workplace nw..No manager around, it make my life great..Simple and easy..My hubbie is workg, with his sleepy head coz we didn't sleep last night..Slackd around till morning..and nw both of us is zombie..workg without soul..
Anyway,..no matter hw life goes..We are nt tired coz we are such a happy soul..
Leaving ths place soon..that all for nw -eyes-!!!

Labels: I'm breathless and dangerously in love with you

So i'm back blogging..
Actually i'll love to blog almost every night bt the network is nt really kind to me so i'll blog whenever there is network connection..
Anyway, i just reach home..Have supper (dinner actually) with my hubbie just nw..Eatg curry fish head at clementi..And i can't barely stand on my feet coz i'm super duper full..My hubbie feedg me good coz he keep on sayg i'm too skinny..My tummy look like a balloon..Not feelg comfortable by now..
1st, coz i'm not with him..
2nd, I'm missg my hubbie..
3rd, i'm too full to move..
He is probably sleepg in the bus by nw..
I feel like i'm being selfish for always wantd him to be here for me..
Fetch me like everyday after my work..
Bt he'll always said.."i wantd to do it"
So what can i said?
Being with the love one is everyone wantd to do..
So it normal..hahas
I'm talkg crap..

Bie,
If i could be your angel,
Protect you frm the pain,
I'll keep you safe frm danger,
you'll never hurt again..
i'll be your A-N-G-E-L,
I'm gonna byour A-N-G-E-L..

Happy!!
Happy!!
Happy!!
Happy!!
Happy!!
ME =)

Labels: You're the best damn thing in life i never seen..

Olaaaa..
I've just reach home after meetg my hubbie js nw..
I've been unreasonable..Being silly..
Thinkg too much..
Tryg not to bt i can't..
Wantd to be alone bt i'm not..
Coz my hubbie is worried for me when i start to cry while talkg to him..
Silly silly me..
Bt i'm feelg better nw..
He make me laugh..
My sadness become laughter when he is around..
I love my hubbie..

When you tell me nt to worried abt you,
it make me wonder what will you feel if i told you to do the same..
I wantd you to be safe and sound, everynight after fetchg me home.
I can't be sittg and lyg on my bed while you were waitg for the cab..
and fall asleep when you were home..
So please, let me be worried abt you..
I want you to do the same too..

Oh ya, I have new msn friend tnight.
It my hubbie friend Eqin..
Someone that come out frm nowhere,
Nice chat that we had just nw.
She knw a lot abt me..
The best part that make me feel good when she told me that my hubbie told her
that i was such an understandg person and he love me..
YOU are so damn sweet bie..








So i actually wantd to post what we have been doing yesterday..
BUTTTTT..
I can't download any pic..
WHY?????
Can't figure it out too...
Maybe nt tdy..
Maybe i upload it once it is okay to download..
Maybe..
Maybe..
Bt actually i was so S-T-U-P-I-D..
It so lame, after a few session of picture uploadg..
I still don't know hw to..
Whatever CAT!!!
I did manage to upload actually, hahaha *slapg face*

That all for nw..It 2am...OMG..
It late and i need to reach my workplace at 7am..
I'm turng to be zombie tml..